Senin, 07 Januari 2013
Jakarta, wait for me (2)
Jan, 4th 2013
Time shows I'm in
01.00 am now. Okay, I still had about one and half hour
to go. I think it
was not kind of waste time
because I looked around and saw
many people with the things they bring. I saw a
group of people who have charateristic as East People. I weren’t wrong, shortly thereafter they moved from their chair to fulfill flight calls to Jayapura.
Have a safe flight, guys!!
I looked at a boy with a guy tried to use coffee machine but
unfortunately they didn’tt know how to use it. Aw.. feels I want to
help buuuut..... me and my sissy only looked at
them and laughed little quietly.
Are they success
to use it? Noooo, they weren’t success and
surrender to that machine. So sorry for not helping, dude :D
Waiting room looked quiet. Unfortunately, it's people's sleeping time and
they tried to use their waiting time to sleep on soft chair in waiting room.
Including my mom and my bro, they slept as
long as we're waiting for the flight. About me and my sissy? We just sat down with handphone on the hand and some snacks
beside us.
At 2.15 am someone
on speaker had called us to up to the plane. It still
thirty five minutes left. This flight also be known as 'on time flight'. Yaa
proud of this flight bcause our time will not be wasted only for waiting the
delay.
Okay, It's time to
flight. Bye Makassar. Bye bebiiii!
Eitsss.... the
story has not finished yet
During take off,
I'm a sleepy ahead. This sleepy ahead was
blown away when I open my eyes and knew I'm
in the bad sky in bad weather. God, it really made
fear adrenaline's increasingly. The lamp in plane haven't been on again, the
speakerwoman told the passangers that the weather outside is
bad and they must turned
off the lamp also the passangers didn’t not allow to leave their chair and take the
seatbelt out. I only close my eyes, didn't
have any brave to see outside which thunder do some replication calling each
other.
Close my eyes.
Close my eyes. Close my ears. Close my ears. Sleeeeepppppp come in.......
The second times,
I open my eyes, directly the speakerwoman told
that we almost arrived in Jakarta. Now Soekarno Hatta Airport was underneath us. Really grateful
comes after I heard that information. Alhamdulillah, almost arrived.....
Aaaaand
welcome to Jakarta! Please be nice holiday for me :D
For
several minutes, we waited for dad to pick us up........
Jakarta, wait for me (1)
As usual,
holiday's coming and I must prepare for going to my parent's home (yaaa I am
the girl who lived far away from her family) :p Okaaaay Jakarta wait for me!
Jan, 3rd 2013
The last day, I
stayed in Makassar for this semester. Yaaa, 5th semester was eeeeend. Prepare
for the next semester and let's refresh the mind! Tomorrow I' would go to Jakarta to do my habitual holiday (every
holiday I always do it) with flight on Friday at 2.50 a.m (okay I'll stay up
tonight cause that flight time).
In the afternoon,
I went to campus to do unfinished things all at once as like do something with
my file archives, make a kind of decision letter and do farewell for fulfill
this holiday to my friends (yaaa we would
not meet about a month later, as usuaaaal they commended for "buah tangan" too -.-). Today, it would
be my last broadcast too (I'm gonna miss you Akademia Makassar (sweet call for RK EBS FM Unhas listener ;))
See yaaa about next month!
Umm today, rain's
still falling in Makassar. That afraid feeling occured, I would flight this midnight and bad weather's coming to
Makassar (May this midnight our flight goes currently Amen).
I felt such a repetition today. Every the end of semester I would leave for a while someone special hehe that guy who
have felt the same feeling habitually. This is our last day (not the least
please) and in this rainy day which water has overflow everywhere he still comin
to accompany me :) accompanied me to do my list to do
to prepare all of the things before I go.
Laughing in
longing spread tonight fulfill us. He tried to make this night lovable so I'll
go without any doubt hesitation about him especially. Yet I still gave some burden trouble to him. With gracefully he
still did everything to help me. Ah nanny, although
I tried to make you away from some burden but still I make it for you -.-
Okay, umm I'm
enough hate for this environment. Sadness and silence. A while after I decided him to go home
and did not wait for me bcause it'll be too
midnight and I'm afraid of raining will touch to meet him (that moment when
rain stop for a while). Yaaa although this time was
the first time for him not to accompany me to airport (this the fourth time in
our relation I leave him again :p).
As always, we
seems like people who kind of never meet again aaaah distance will make this
love stronger :)
Tears comes to the
tip of my eyes. Technology will make this distance not really appear to feel
for about a month :)
So far the rain
still take its rest. My mother is the type of "be faster be better"
person so we've prepared as soon as could as possible because mom afraid of
missing the plane (it's okay mom).
At 11.30 p.m we've
ready to go. I watched around my room (Ah you
must be okay, room as long as I leave you alone here). I left you, room in clean and tidy situation. I hope there's
nothing will be make you messed up especially the annoying creature in the
world called cockroach. Okay, taxi's coming. I left
you now, room.
And we had arrived in airport almost at 12 a.m
Selasa, 28 Agustus 2012
Kertas Kado
19.05
Aku duduk di depan sebuah layar yang menampakkan layar putih kosong berharap akan diisi dan menghasilkan sebuah tulisan yang akan membuat dirimu bahagia di hari istimewamu.
Hari istimewa? Kau pasti mengerti apa maksudku, bukan...
Mungkin bagimu itu bukanlah sesuatu yang istimewa dalam hidupmu karena kau memang tidak pernah mengistimewakannya. Jadi, biarkan diriku saja yang membuatnya istimewa untukmu sehingga kau juga akan merasakan keistimewaannya. Deal? Deal!
Istimewa walaupun sebenarnya kau hanya mendapati pengulangan tanggal di bulan yang sama tapi tetap biarkan itu jadi istimewa!
Pertama-tama, Selamat untuk ke-22 kalinya kau menemui pengulangan ini!
Tapi seharusnya bukan ucapan selamat yaa karena kata orang seharusnya kau sedih setiap menemui tanggal dan bulan yang sama setiap tahunnya karena itu sebagai penanda waktumu yang tersisa.
But it's okay then! Jadikan sebagai reminder dari hal-hal apa saja yang sudah dan belum dilakukan selama bertahun-tahun ini. Pengulangan itu memang istimewa, kan? Pas sebagai reminder ampuh nan tidak biasa. Berbunyi di waktu yang telah ditentukan dan tidak akan berbunyi sebelum waktunya. Banyak orang yang mendengar bunyinya dan menyampaikan doanya untukmu. Disinilah letak kata-kata 'selamat' itu seharusnya tersemat. Selamat untuk ke-22 kalinya kau didoakan oleh orang-orang di sekelilingmu!
Pastinya banyak doa yang mengelilingimu. Yakin saja! Semua doa baik yang dipanjatkan ke atas untuk dapat ditangkap oleh-Nya. Kemudian Dia akan memeluk doa-doa itu dan melepasnya kembali kepadamu di saat di waktu yang sangat tepat! Istimewa, bukan? Berbahagialah!
Kedua, ada yang ingin kusampaikan. Asal kau tahu, semua kata-kata berkecamuk di dalam dada meminta untuk disampaikan kepada dirimu tetapi semuanya berebut dan akhirnya berbenturan satu sama lain. Jadilah kata-kata rancu yang keluar dari konteks seharusnya. Konteks yang seharusnya aku sampaikan apa dan ternyata malah yang tersampaikan apa. Sudah merasa rancu, bukan? Ehem... Dehaman ini bukan sekedar dehaman. Itu penanda kesalahtingkahanku di depan layar ini. Rasa dingin pun sudah mulai naik ke permukaan kaki.........................................................................................................................
Baiklah, penyampaian itu berupa sebuah rasa kebahagiaan yang sekarang tengah kurasakan karena masih dapat bersama denganmu di pengulangan ini. Maaf karena tidak dapat menemani secara fisik ada di sampingmu seperti yang dirimu lakukan. Tidak adil memang dan pasti sekarang masih ada tersisa harapan untuk diriku hadir, bukan? Aku jawab, biarkan waktu yang menjawab. Bukan ini bukan suatu bentuk ketakutan melainkan sebuah harapan tinggi dalam hati. Dan tetaplah dengan posisi "tangan di atas" seperti kata peribahasa tangan di atas lebih baik dari tangan di bawah. Tetaplah selalu memberi jangan berharap untuk terus diberi. Memberilah walau sepahit-pahitnya kau tahu kau tidak akan diberi!
Terakhir, aku menulis ini dengan sejuta kata yang berkecamuk didorong sejuta rindu yang mengamuk.....